Reasons Unknown. . .

Luv,

An infidel feeling,

Dat I hav knwn,

Dat I hav cme along,

For reasons unknown.


She,

Her enticing eyes,

Dat calmly smile,

Dat stayed for a while,

For reasons unknown.


I,

wid d flash of her beauty,

Felt desperate,

And desperate,

For reasons unknown.

- Tejas Kudtarkar

Yet Another Nitemare. . .

I toss and turn in the night,

As i flip the switch,nothing goes right.

My heart pounds quickly and I run out of breath,

And it was another nightmare about my encountering death.


There is nothing wrong with me,

or the way I feel,

When I cut myself,

I humanly begin to heal.


I cant take any more,

i just wanna run.

I am no mutant,

I am just another human.


So then why do I wake up from bed?

With my heart sinking faster than lead?

With thoughts of suicide and being dead,

These nightmares are always swirling around in my head.


These worries are lodged in my head like paper to glue,

If I can hurt myself in my dreams, then why not in reality, too?

This has not yet happened but I fear that it may,

Kill dat nightmare..to GOD everyday..i pray..

- Tejas Kudtarkar

Hold My Hand. . .

hold my hand..
n walk with me.
we can cross dark valleys together,
until the bright sunlight,we see...


Hold my hand..
n whisper those words to me..
Carry me away into d comfort Of ur arms,
Into d nights of 2mrw n Infinity

Hold my hand..
n keep staring at me
all my "LOVE" for u,
is wat u'll see.

hold my hand..
n in ur eyes i will sink..
i wanna fall deeper in love,
blink after blink.

hold my hand
n rest ur head on my shoulder
ill kiss u on ur forehead,
then d air wont be colder.

Hold my hand..
n hug me tight.
just be wid me
day after day,night after night

Hold my hand
n feel my heartbeat..
Now im falling deeper in love,
as u bring in the heat.

-Tejas Kudtarkar

Finding the "REAL YOU"

It is a short one about how people give up the fight to find make their own identity in life.
and then unable to digest d failure, tend to
turn in wrong ways.


You claim your life is a worthless tragedy,
that it’s the "REAL YOU" that no one can see.
But no one will know wats true,
If you don’t let the "REAL YOU" shine through,


u drift to drugs n abuse,
to melt away the pain.
but, it doesn’t go away,
n you still feel the same.


Soon, there will be nothing left,
but just an image of "YOU".
now lacking,what was once amazing.
You’ve forgotten the hopes and dreams,
you were once chasing.

-Tejas Kudtarkar