Thursday, June 24, 2010

I wish

(Its about unrequited love..
v meet people,make friends,good..may b best friends, but at one point or another,one of
them will fall in love wid the other..
n sometimes, d feelings r locked in our heart...
may be d words never come out..
n then some day...may be years later,
v realise..v wish...
if v cud speak up..wud d things b different??
But...then...v can just wish...coz its too late..

d poem is about a guy,who is in love wid a girl,
 but realises dat its too late to say it..)

Hope...some of u can relate to it...


So...here it goes...

Wherever u r,
no matter how far,
Id lik 2 tell u..
dat Im missin u too.

I remembr d Times v wer together,
d way v cared for n understood each other..
i remember Hw hapy I ws.
i wish if time cud pause....

I jst wish I cn 4gt d pain,
n Turn bck those times again.

n if my wish cums tru,
Il gladly tel u,
I loved you.

I knw its crazy,
but its true,
really..
Crazy indeed.
bt I did..
I Luvd u..
yes I did..

-Tejas Kudtarkar

Wednesday, June 23, 2010

Lucky to b with "U"

 Finally the things are clear...Friends are so understanding...caring...
dis 1 is for d same friend..

The things we do..
and the times we spend together
Are frozen in my mind,
n make me feel light as a feather.

i like to hold ur hand...
it makes me feel mellow...
Cuz then you smile ...
n my shoulder becomes ur pillow.

World doesn’t exist when our fingers are laced.
n I could sit like this all day with you,
just lukin at ur beautiful face.

You'll see the smoke..
filling behind my eye,
I’ll get all teary..
and joyfully ..I’ll cry.

But sumtimes i feel sad...
and in my eyes..it is reflected..
Then ur voice surrounds me...
and I finally feel collected.

Someday...u will b gone..
n ill miss u like hell..
dats When Ill remember..
these times so well.

    
We have dis frnship ..
something beautiful..
n everiday like something new
it’s completely solid
and I’m so lucky I’ve got it with you...

- Tejas Kudtarkar

Tuesday, June 22, 2010

Dear Friend. . . ..

Dis 1 is for a friend of mine...May be it can make things more clear...

Something has happened,
my dear friend,
u used to be yourself..
but now you pretend.
To be someone else…
someone untrue
I wish you wd tell me…
wheres d real you?

d bond is breaking
And v are falling apart
All that had tied us
at the start…

Sm1 usd to be ur closest friend...
I tried hiding wt i feel..
but i cudnt pretend…

Who is to blame for??
he is d one that took away
All of your inner beauty…
and you thought it was ok…

So now you’ve built this other you.
That keeps on killing love faster and faster…

The way things are
is not how they r meant to be.
i m longing 4 u to say..
"I LOVE THEE"

u r pushing me away,
so theres nothin I can do
To help reveal whats left of you…

Look in d mirror
n try to see
If this is d way..
u want to be…

d world is so beautiful,
but inside u r feeling so dark,
forget him...
He was An evil guy who has no heart…

u dnt seem to get outta ur selfish hate,
Maybe ul realize it
wen its too late…

til then ul choose d wrong path,
ul cut, ul bleed
and ul 4gt to laugh,

ur beauty, is darkened by d sorrow u feel..
Wen u see ur new mask starting to peel…

It hurts to see how u play so clever
U changed me for now..
n maybe forever…

I hope someday ull see
the way you are now is just nt right
And try to change back
to how you were
and not give up without a fight…

- Tejas Kudtarkar

Sunday, June 20, 2010

U n ME


Al smal thngs die away,
nly u n I cntnue 2 stay.

Our wrld is spcl n unique,
Its nly each othr dat v seek.

Smthn spcl has been made,
v knw Our bond wl nvr fade.

If v r nt 2gthr thn v rnt cmplete,
Evry second vr apart,my heart skips a beat.

Evn if I wer blind I cud stil c,
dat u are d most spcl persn 2 me.

Wen i look at ur face,
i realize,dat behind ur eyes,lies a secret place. .

In a crowd of faceless people,u r d only 1 i find,
Thn I undstnd dat god made u wth me in mind.

No matr wat u do,no matr wat u say,
Thr is nthng dat wl stop me frm feeling dis way.

-Tejas Kudtarkar

A Poem for my dad......

Thnk u 4 always helping me,
To care for n to understand me.
I appreciate d things u did 4 me,
And all the things u still do for me.
Thank u 4 making me feel "ME" again,
Thank u 4 making me forget all my pain.
Thank u 4 putting my pieces back,
Thank u giving me my life back,
You may not understand,
Why I do and what I do.
But you have always helped me through.
I know ill come 2 u when im in pain,
I know ull always b there to hold me again.
u are always d 1.
U are always ther 4 me.
u are always d 1.
D 1 who believs in me.

- Tejas Kudtarkar

Saturday, June 12, 2010

Death Note...


(4m a guy to hs gf/wife)

Push rewind. .
look behind. .
all d memories. .
in my mind. . .

My heart thumps in fear. .
dat 2mrw i wnt b here. .
plz dnt u cry. .
i knw its gna b a bad goodbye. .

close ur eyes,
4gt d past. .
jst tlk 2 me,
as d clock ticks so fast. .

Touch me,
n make me insane. .
hug me,
n kill d pain. .
kiss me,
n clouds wil rain. .

dis nite wnt b long. .
I can c my death. .
Just stay close 2 me. .
Till my last breath. .
-Tejas Kudtarkar

Friday, June 11, 2010

Let Me FaLL . . . .


Hands r free. .
Bt i feel tied. .
Throat is thirsty. .
Bt d water wont slide . .

Numb r my feet. .
N i skip my heartbeat. .
Lips become dry. .
N eyes begin to cry. .

Yes. .there is sum pain . .
Wich i cnot feel. .
So let me leap out. .
To make it heal. .

Ther isnt any cmfort in reality. .
I cn c my life losing its clarity. .
Hangin in d air. .
counting my few last breaths. .
I knw. .im just few feets away 4m death. .
-Tejas Kudtarkar